Ok, soooo... an update from my last post for those of you that care. The last two months have been amazing. like, the true definition of amazing. I met someone who i care about in a way that I have never felt for anyone else. He makes me laugh at the perfect times, when i'm crying or upset. He makes me smile the most genuine smile i think that I have ever shown to anyone. We have the most dorky relationship everrrrrrr. we seriously play zombie apocolypse, wwatch stand up comedy, make pizza sandwhiches and play scrabble til three in the morning. I can tell him anything, I'm comfortable with him and so, so incredibly happy. Not only is he fun to be with, he is the most extrodinary human being I have ever come in cotact with. He has so much insight to offer me and I have learned so much just by being around him. he is kind, forgiving to those who deserve it, and trusting beyond all measures. He has seen things that some of us will never even be abble to fathom unless we experienced it ourselves. I trust him, I know he is looking out for me and will always have my back. I've never met a person who has my heart so entirely. i would give anything to keep him in my life. I may be young, but i recognize good things when I see them and there is no way i'm going down wihout a fight. to know that someone loves you enough to risk so much is the best possible feeling. it means the world to me that he not only aknowledges my existance but that he is capable of loving it. we both know what we want but what we have to go through to get it is the struggle. i wouldn't trade this love for anything, and i sincerely hope with all my heart that things work out the way that i know they were meant to be. if i believed in a higher power, thats all i would pray for. i know that heartbreak is part of growing up but it doesnt have to be. why cant we be happy with someone that completes your world for the rest of your life?